I am not perfect, I feel things i can't explain. Uncertainty, love, rage, fear. but i am here. and somehow I am forgiven...may everything I do shine light for the whole world to see and bring glory to the Risen KING.
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What if you wake up one morning and you’re in bed with the love of your life and they have their arm around you and their snoring like a fucking ass hole, but you can’t help but to smile and you hear a baby crying and it finally hits you, you’ve made it.
you beat the demons inside you, the voices, the darkness.
I look forward to that, to knowing I made it.
this deserve so many notes
though I do not know you yet I look forward to spending our lives together whenever that may be.
here’s my prayers for you now, and always.
may you always lead me to the cross hand in hand in Christ.
I pray for you now and all days.
Heavenly Father you know whom I am meant to be with, even if your wisdom isn’t shown to me yet. I pray for the man you created for me and I for him.
His Head –That he will look to You as Lord of his life. (1 Corinthians 11:13)
His Mind – That he will have the mind of Christ and think as the Holy Spirit would lead him and not the flesh. (1 Corinthians 2:16)
His Eyes –That You will keep his eyes from temptation and that he will turn his eyes from sin. (Matthew 6:13, Mark 9:47)
His Ears – That he will hear Your still small voice instructing him. (1 Kings 19:12, Psalm 32:8)
His Mouth – That his words will be pleasing to You. (Proverbs 19:14)
His Neck –That he will humble himself before You and be strong, courageous, and careful to do everything written in Your Word so that he will be prosperous and successful. (James 4:10, Joshua 1:8-9)
His Heart-That he will love and trust You with his whole heart. (Deuteronomy 6:5; Proverbs 3:5)
His Arms-That You will be his strength. (Psalm 73:26)
His Hands-That he will enjoy the work of his hands and see it as a gift from You. (Ecclesiastes 3:13, 5:19)
His Ring Finger – That he will be true to our marriage vows and that our love will never wane. (Proverb 3:3; Malachi 2:16)
His Legs – That he will stand firm in his faith and not waver. (Psalm 62:6)
His feet – That You will order his steps and that he will walk in Your truth. (Proverbs 4:25, Psalm 26:3)
you see, I used to be consumed by greed. looking for love in all the places you would never concede. Looking for love in the touch of a boy who I thought was a man, man was I wrong.
All the crust on my heart is nothing but a product of lust. put there by guys who tell nothing but lies. why did it take so long to find a love that would never forsake or abandon. He was here all along. pulling on the strings trying to put together all the things I had lost. I had crossed out the Cross didn’t know the cost, it was my soul but now I am healed and made whole.
All my past transgressions and blank expressions, stemming from my daddy issues, you couldn’t find a way to break through. What I did wasn’t fair to you.
Only from my true Father am I washed in Blood like water, made clean. haven’t felt this serene since I was thirteen. That’s when I first met Jesus.
I handed him my heart but somewhere between here and there I took it back and it all fell apart. Now I need to get back to the start.
even to this day I miss Rob.
he’ll always be the one that got away. I feel like I’ll never love anyone or have anyone understand be better than he did. what hurts is knowing I never actually told him I was in love with him, that he knew and just didn’t care.
no one really cares in the end I suppose.
Getting a decent photo of the tattoo on the back of my head by myself is next to impossible. This is as good as it gets, you can kinda see my shark sea monster and a lot of the blood water. At least my mohawk looks fly.